Waaah!

I just checked the site for the school I want to go to and the program I want into is now closed. Actually all their programs are closed. I’m so bummed right now. I’m going to call tomorrow and hopefully I can work it out. I want in so bad! … and I hate school. This is a huge step for me and it better end up happening!

I’m a knob. I clicked the wrong link and got the September 2007 semester and not the 2008. Way to read knobface.

Oh hai.

Like I stated in my last entry, I have something to say. Maybe my brain knew something that I didn’t know yet. I think I know what I want to do know, ‘career’ wise. Exciting eh? I think so. I’m planning (thus far) to go to school for baking. It’s something I love and can see myself doing for a long time. At heart, I’m a momma. I like doing things for other people so it seems like a good fit. School would start in September and it’s a year long course. I think it’s a perfect amount of time for me. I don’t want to get to ahead of myself yet but I just have this feeling like I just know. School would take place in Toronto which is another bonus. I’ve found some bits of information here and there and in May there is a Baking Convention. How cool is that? I also signed up for a Discovery Day at the college. I can go in and check out a class or two and see how things work. I need to get my application in soon and once I do it’s up to fate I suppose. Until then I’m going to read a learn as much as I can about baking and culinary arts. Oh and of course, bake! I think my family and friends (especially the boyfriend) will enjoy that! So stay tuned, I’ll probably be posting some pictures of my creations.

Other than that news I don’t have too much going on. The job search is still underway and I’m getting some help with that at the local college. It’s been really helpful and informative. I’m diggin’ that for shizz.

I’ve been contemplating doing some modeling again. The last shoot I did I was paid for and that was the only reason I did it. Well that and the fact the photographer is pretty well known in the hair modeling world. I only have one shot from that shoot and I’m not very impressed. Really it’s the hair… for an acclaimed hair colourist it was a bit of a let down. But anyway that’s not what I’m getting at. I have a tentative shoot for the end of the month but I’m just unsure of who can accompany me to it. That’s the problem with this business, it’s so shady. I don’t really have any doubts with this photographer though. I’m not sure yet. Tomorrow I have a hair appointment and maybe once I feel better about my appearance I’ll commit to the shoot. I could always do more modeling but it’s all free things and I’m lugging myself around to them on my own merit. It’s fun but not really something I’m dying to do. I’ve learned I’m not really cut out for the self-loving/self-loathing world of modeling.

And just a little something that makes me smile…

I have something to say

wait…

no I don’t think I do! I do, I just can’t seem to get it out.

maybe I’ll come back later.

Alrighty.

So, no one knows who I am. If you do, thank you for reading this. If you don’t know me, thank you as well. I’ve always wanted to blog. Starting on… wow I cannot remember were the first place I started blogging was. Anyway, I still write on my LJ now and again. I’m not sure what stops me from blogging exactly. Lack of commitment probably and maybe nothing to say that anyone would want to read. But I don’t think journal writing should be about who reads it. It should be about the person who writes it. Writing can be so therapeutic. I just get stuck, thinking, what do I say next? Is it worth it? Who cares.

So, I’m a sims player. If you know someone who plays or if you play yourself you know it’s really “Hi, I’m Stephanie and I’m a sims addict”. I should really do more with my time but it’s my relaxation. Okay, so I relax too much. Leave me be! I’ve entered contests and stuff. I do plenty. Anyway, this is just kind of pointless. More like, this is who I am, I’m a nerd.

In other life knowledge of the writer, I don’t have a job. I haven’t had a job for just under a year now. Sure, it’s great in the way of, I don’t have a job! Woo! But in the other way, I don’t have a job, crap. I’m looking for one right now. My previous jobs I had an “in” with people so thats how I got the job. Keeping a job on the other hand isn’t my strong suit. I have a lack of commitment to things like that. On Thursday I’m attending a job fair in hopes to score some interest in my wonderfulness and get me into the working world. Sure lack of education can be a real sticker but I’m young and trying! This job is important. I need money. My plans for the next chapter in my life requires me to have some moo-la in the bank-o-la.

I suppose thats enough for now.

Long time no…

Hah,I’m so bad at blogging. I wanna get on this, seriously! That whole “home business” thing totally didn’t work out. My hands shake way too much to be working with them all the time. Sucks!

Currently looking for a job so I can save up and move to Toronto. Wish me luck.

And for the LOLZ.

getting started.

Here I am, starting a blog for my “business”. Wish me luck, I’m going to need it. Along with some support I think I can do it!

http://www.flickr.com/photos/mypapercrane/ – my inspiration and daily eye candy. this woman inspires me!

Well, thats it, my first post. hopefully I’ll be back soon!